♥ Sunday, March 28, 2010♥
This year didn't start very well.
Uni's been really bad,
and i'm just lagging behind.
It's really difficult trying to catch up,
especially when you're so far back.
I feel like i need a change of environment.
Need to change my sleeping habits,
need to change my eating/drinking habits,
and also feel a need to change my group of friends here.
Anyway, i'm officially off smoking already.
Just got really sick of it.
Hate the taste of it,
hate the smell of it,
and hate how i feel after i wake up the next day.
Don't know if its the weather here,
but the days been feeling kind of gloomy.
Pretty much just want to stay at home,
and not meet people,
or probably only feel like meeting selected few.
I guess this is just another part of my life,
where decisions have to be made.
I really need to learn to be more decisive.
Tonight,
i've got to study for my test on wednesday,
and also read up for tomorrow's lesson.
Hopefully i do not get distracted, again.
..need to sort out my messy thoughts.
fadiing away;
* gone @5:58 PM
Amanda
