♥ Wednesday, January 07, 2009♥
Despite the number of calls and sms es,
i rejected every single meet ups.
But i met sister.
Why?
Cause i was the one who asked him out.
It was a short meet up though.
Shopped a lil, dinner, shopped again,
then we headed home.
Wasn't in the shopping mood,
just wanted go out for a breather.
And i know i can always count on sister,
he will be there anytime, haha.
Miss Cat was on afternoon shift today~
And surprise sms from Sam, haha.
He jio play mahjong,
but am too lazy to go.
He says he's bored,
so we're sms-ing.
*Alot's been going thru my head.
I start questioning myself,
finding answers to my questions,
some of which had no answers at all.
Guess i don't know what i want right now.
I hate it when i find out people are lying,
or have done something behind my back.
There is no such thing as a white lie,
cause to me, a lie is a lie.
The intention itself to lie is already wrong.
Ok, my mind's still a lil messed up.
Shall stop blogging now.
It's almost bedtime too.
Before i end..
.i miss baby...wrong timing..
fadiing away;
* gone @11:10 PM
Amanda
