♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2008♥
Its a boring day,
5 more days to my last paper.
Can't wait for it to just end.
Mood has been swinging,
feeling irritated,
feeling upset,
feeling happy,
and feeling angry.
Sometimes i wonder..
why one need to think so much when making a decision.
Is it necessary?
or is it because of stupid reasons?
Sometimes i feel its an excuse,
for me to just run away,
from things i do not want to face,
but that means being unfair to other people,
who maybe do not deserve this kind of unfairness.
But sometimes, things ain't what we see,
ain't what we think it is,
ain't the way it should be,
and because of these,
we go back to where we feel safe,
into our very own protected realm.
Over sensitivity,
over reacting.
Sometimes i do not understand how the human mind works,
or at least,
how my mind works.
But anyway,
i'm happy most of the time,
excluding mood swings.
=)
oh and just so you guys know,
its NOT bout anyone in my past.
Enough of all that,
time for pictures.
=)
.baby's day 2.
aww, so cute.
Can't wait to go over to NY.
Baby has a funny name,
i hope they change his name.
Oh~
and i chat with buddy on msn just now.
told me liang is sick..
get well soon darling~
Ok, time to get ready than down to uni.
Its STUDY TIME,
and i hate it.
..messy..
fadiing away;
* gone @3:53 PM
Amanda
