♥ Friday, September 14, 2007♥
I woke up feeling tired,
it was a very bad night last night.
Feeling terrible,
but that ain't important.
All i said, "i'm ok".
The pain's coming more frequent,
staying longer each time.
Maybe its just the lack of sleep.
Crystal said "GO SEE THE DOCTOR!!"
I don't see a need actually.
I've been feeling sick,
and i want to GET WELL SOON!!
Feeling sick is making me feel worse,
it gets me more irritable.
I held back sending out a text ed sms in the morning,
i rendered it was redundant.
It won't change anything,
and i won't change the way i look at it.
Humans are so unpredictable beings,
you feel you know them,
but suddenly you feel they're a total stranger to you.
Or maybe you feel you know yourself,
the next minute you realize you don't actually.
I agree humans are selfish by nature,
i've learnt along the years.
It doesn't matter what or how YOU feel and want,
what matters is what and how THEY feel and want.
Is there any one human that's different out there?
Been thinking long and hard,
i should start planning for myself.
Should just stop wasting time of things,
things that just ain't worth the time actually.
You can give a person time,
but you can't give time of a lifetime.
i've seen the other side of you, and i've no comments.
fadiing away;
* gone @11:25 AM
Amanda
