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♥ Thursday, April 19, 2007♥

I've been trying to study but obviously the attempt failed. I've been up for about 2hours now and all i have read is 3pages of a chapter. This is BAD. I have 6 chapters to complete and work on my case study, i MUST get it done by Saturday. But there are too many distractions at home, especially the TV. Felt maybe i should take a break, than get back to studying.

Wasn't expecting to have lunch cause when i went down i saw my maid cleaning the floor, so i thought to myself, no lunch today. But than after awhile, heard my maid calling for me =) She had made toast with tuna and baked beans in it, just what i wanted to eat, toast with ribena. Took my medicine, suppose to take it every 6hours but i keep forgetting.

Chat with sister aka Vincent in MSN yesterday when i finally logged on. Haha, asked how was i? I told him, recovering but no alcohol for me yet. Lol. He said "don't worry, just concern. won't ask you to drink yet. " So finally, guess this is the year that i will have my birthday without any alcohol. Past few years were just plain madness. Drink like there's no tomorrow, the bottles just keep coming, like alcohol was free. He always says he misses the drinking days, when we spend 7 days a week at boat quay. Remember both of us waiting outside Nick's pub, for him to finally arrive, than we started our drinking session, just the 2 of us cause it was so early, finally joined Cat and the rest at Devils after that. He's still in this drinking thing, still does it everyday. When you see him, you'll know it, he's ballooned so much. Cat stopped for awhile, but she's quite back to it now, they said they're waiting for me, but no thanks, not for now at least. But no worries, guess we'll be hitting Dragonfly soon, early May. We've got 2 bottles there that has to be finished.

My mum used to nag so much, especially when the bills come. Always asking 'do you know how much you spent on alcohol a month not? how much do you want to spend on alcohol every month?' than i decided not to use the cards so they won't show on the bills, but than, i always forget to throw the receipts and she'll see them lying around, seems like no escaping, haha. Daddy was always the silent one, but when he gets angry, haha, you know its time to stop for a day or two.

Oh, and YYS msg me on msn too, complaining bout Ms S. He's contradicting la, don't know what he wants but think it's because he's a little stressed up. He text ed me that day saying 'ms bestie is evil' and i said 'why am i evil? if i'm evil don't msg me everytime you have any problems' than he say i attitude him sia. Haha hopefully he makes up his mind soon and gets his problems settled. We can only give our opinion, certain things, he'll still have to decide on his own.

Basically, i've been a happy me. I'm being pampered crazy. I get everything and anything that i want, food especially. I do believe ignorance is bliss. When you don't bother knowing so much, naturally you become a happier person.

Oh well, while talking with my friends, we concluded some people are just simply narrow minded, think they have a bird's brain. Things like 'they stole our idea, they copied our assignments, they stole our design concepts, that's our work, we came up with that idea first, i bought that bag/wallet/top/hp first, etc'. I mean like cmon la, so many things are so common, even assignments are like on same topics and whatsoever, whats there to copy when all the theories and models are the same? It's all about how u execute it what or go about doing it. Products for sale are all over the market, whoever buys it buys it la, what's there to copy? If only YOU can have it that it should be a limited edition what. Dumb. Like its always said, 'show me the copy rights if it copyrighted'. That's bout all.

Anyway, time to get back to studying. Can't wait for exams to be over. I hate exams! Oh ya, got my new blogskin but have not edited it, no time yet =)

*oh hope Jay gets well soon.

Wednesday, April 18, 2o07
Wasted the whole day again, tried studying but seems like nothing went in. Too distracted by the TV and was searching for blogskins too. Anyway had pizza for dinner. Jac made me pay for it again cause she said 'i got no money'.

He came over after work. Gamed till 1plus. We slept early again, keke.



*current addiction: Pringles sour cream & onion


fadiing away;

* gone @3:17 PM