♥ Thursday, March 15, 2007♥
Seldom online now and don't really bother logging into MSN or any other websites. Think the only ones i frequent would be my gmail and my hotmail. That's bout it. Anyway, edited my friends list on Friendster. Decided to delete those whom i don't really know or don't know. And changing it to a private profile cause been getting stupid friends add and messages as well. I ain't interested in making new friends, neither do i like the thing bout my pictures being taken without my permission.
Been thinking alot over the past few weeks and also rushing my assignments. Can't really do it with a free piece of mind. I feel damn tired. Who are the ones that will walk with your throughout your whole life journey? A handful of good friends is all you need. Thats what my dad always says. And i agree.The rest? Leave them as hi bye friends. You can never trust anyone too much anyway.
Was kept awake from a stomach ache last night, was really bad. Pain kept coming and finally after a couple of hours it finally ended.
Sometimes i wonder, why is it i don't bother to blog or update certain things now? Why is it i realize i have selective memory now? Alot of things, seem blur or forgotten, have i chosen to forget them or is my memory just failing me? I think i have chosen to forget some stuff and also to not know some things. Somehow i feel better. Maybe it better this way. Ignorance is bliss, isn't it?
Don't think will update on Tuesday and Wednesday. Nothing much though. Just went out for dinner/supper than slacked for awhile before going home.
...i just want a simple life without too many downs in it, is it that difficult?
fadiing away;
* gone @12:37 PM
Amanda
