♥ Friday, October 06, 2006♥
The vet taxi came for my dog not long ago..She can't stand up anymore. She's bout 14 years now, possibilities of putting her to sleep is very high. Haix, feeling very bad now I guess, living with your dog for 14 years and now it will soon be gone.. That feeling just sucks.
Going for class later, not in the best of moods either..Brain jammed dunno what to blog..
Its 4.06pm now. Just got back from sending Jac to the train station. Just got news that they're putting Dandy to sleep. The thought of it, made my heart ache, made me tear..Thinking how she would always be there when I got home, walking around the house, trying to come around us and all..now..All that..Will never happen again..
~bye bye Dandy..I'll miss u~
o5.10.06
Thinking bout the times I made noise bout him being ate and making me wait and all, after last night, I kinda felt bad. Cause I know he's been waiting for me many times too and for very long too, and he doesn't make noise bout waiting too..Sorry baobei.
Started out quite nice, met up with him, went Geylang get his cigs than to East Coast Lagoon for Fried Hokkien mee, Rojak(His), Sugercane drink and coconut. Slacked at East coast End for awhile. Sent him back to camp after that.
When I got home, found out my dog seems to have difficulty getting up now, her back left leg doesn't seem to be able to move. She's like dragging herself. See le also heart pain..haix..
Chat on the phone with him. Started quite ok, but somehow, wasn't that ok again. Sort of argued a little, but everything was ok at the end of the conversation though. From the time we met till now, I've kept little notes of what we've done and where we went and everything. Going through them kinda made me smile, the small little stuff he did and said, that may be my sweetest memories of us, but also brought back some unhappy memories. But still ok..I used to write down everyday but now, dunno why..I've stopped writing. But i still do keep track of the things we do and where we go. =)
~29 more days and it'll be 4th of Nov. Thats when we met, a year ago.
fadiing away;
* gone @3:36 PM
Amanda
