♥ Saturday, October 14, 2006♥
just got back awhile ago. going out again soon. meeting baobei to go shopping than to his friend's birthday at sengkang. wonder if i'll buy anything today, seems like everytime we go shopping i end up not buying anything. or maybe i'm just not in the mood to shop. might do my manicure later coz its aaron's wedding tomorrow, but thinking that i gotta make him wait for me to finish my manicure, maybe i might not do it afterall.
13.1o.06
Its Friday the 13th. Had dinner at Jumbo Seafood. Thought nothing much of it but well, sometimes shit does happen.. -sigh- Just wtf is it? I wonder. Am i being too sensitive or what? Maybe, paranoid? Whatever.
"Kiss Goodbye" again!?!? I HATE that song, I HATE the word. Anything linked to HER i FUCKING HATE IT. I am ME not HER. Why must everything be bout HER and SO HER? Everything started nicely but somehow in the middle, it was different. A little bit of silence for awhile than decided that maybe just smile the thing off. Nothing can change anything anyway, like it or not, some things are meant to stay and scar. Maybe i should really numb myself, than all these quarrels and unhappiness will just come to an end.
The song, the name, anything, it just reminds me of everything. He likes the song but i DON'T.Like i said, certain stuff were meant to stay and scar, this is one that had stayed and scarred.
^sometimes i don't feel i'm over sensitive, a woman's sixth sense cant be very wrong with certain things especially things to do with themselves.
fadiing away;
* gone @2:40 PM
Amanda
