♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006♥
just another day. nothing special. nothing to update. missed aaron's wedding. nothing to say. nothing to blog.
are you still the same you i knew or are you not? have you become someone i suddenly fear now cause i dunno what's gonna happen? maybe i caused all these violence. have no one to blame but myself. i hate what i've become now. no longer know me anymore.
"..waking from a long dream``
14.1o.06
Went to Sengkang than to Bugis. Suppose to shop but did not anyway. We didn't attend his friend's birthday too. Dinner at Chinatown. Down to Geylang but no cigs. Both having stomach upset, think it was the otah we ate. Souldn't have insisted on eating it. Met Yoshi and gf. Went kbox.
Was a bad day. Won't go into details. Best to keep it to myself, burried deep in me.
maybe i react too strongly. maybe i'm just too sensitive. maybe i'm just unreasonable. maybe i just can't understand. maybe we just don't get along. just maybe~
i will stop getting angry and stop making small issues big issues. just be what i was last time, just listen, don't ask so much, don't know so much, maybe that would be better for the both of us, cause there were no quarrels and arguements than..
*somebody, anybody..tell me what to do"
fadiing away;
* gone @3:34 PM
Amanda
