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♥ Tuesday, October 03, 2006♥

Haven't blogged for a week now. Don't know what to blog also. Things have been shitty since last week. Alot of things happening, lots of work, alot of school work to be done, tests, quiz..haix..Don't have enough time at all.

-tired-

anyway, let's back track:

o2.10.o6
Had class as usual..Before that, went to Bugis to get something for him. Was meant to be a surprise but due to some reasons, its no longer one. Reached class early and Edward was there already. We discussed some stuff on the assignment and later he commented that he saw that i wasn't quite myself last week and asked if everything was ok. He's probably a few years younger than my dad, maybe thats what they call the fatherly instincts in older people. =) Headed to 7-11 after class, bought bread, milk, tuna,potato chips & prawn crakers to settle dinner.

01.1o.06
Watched a movie [.Rob B Hood.] .Had dinner at St George than met Kenny, Michelle, Stacy, Zhenwei and the little boy, Javier for awhile. Sent him bak to camp than chat on the phone. Had a long chat, he said alot of stuff, many of which i might have chose not to hear but than again, he was just saying what he felt so hearing it was fine, even though it didn't feel so good. ( Maybe me & you, we don't have much or any memories, compared to you and HER. Plus i was never there thru your ups and downs. You said you ony wanna share your happiness with me and not your problems, but you shared with HER. There is a difference afterall, i see it now, but ain't asking anymore. )

30.09.06
Missed my bloody quiz today cause of the stupid jam. Went Pasir Panjang for duck rice than to Kent Ridge Park for awhile. Headed to PS, wanted catch a movie but skipped it. Met his friends, Zhenhua, Elvin, Ming, Christal, Melvin & gf. Moved on to Cathay Picture House but still couldn't decide so landed up gaming in Parklane. After that, back to St George for supper with Kenny, Michelle, Melvin & gf ( or ex gf ) , Stacy and Javier.

Received an internet msg, damn boliao. Why use internet sms sia..dare to msg than use HP or just call me up straight la..No guts. Fucker~

29.09.06
Class ended early. Went to wait for him at his place. Sold his HP today so he was like unconatctable actually. He took 2h an i was like rotting in the car. Damn pissed. I hate waiting but that wasn't what pissed me off totally. It was his attitude when he arrived. Really nothing to say. As usual, cause of some stuff, another arguement sparked off. -haix- *bruised* Sort of settled some stuff than headed home. He went Hongkong Cafe to ta bao some food home.

He received some internet msg and the person claimed to be her. How boliao can these people get nowadays. Wonder what's that person's motive of doing so much shit.

28.09.06
Nothing much. He could book out so met him later in the night. Went to East Coast Park. Slacked, talked..just the 2 of us.

27.o9.06
Met him after class at St george. Passed Kenny a textbook than we went to Lavender for supper. Went back to playground for awhile than went home. Small arguement again. Sianx.

+thats about all, don't wish to go in details +


So..days haven't been good. work and more work everyday, quarrels and more quarrels, when will it all just get better. Actually after the conversation that night, kinda left me dangling, felt quite lost, and also lost for words.
*speechless


~maybe i'm just tired. leave me alone``


fadiing away;

* gone @5:27 PM