♥ Monday, October 09, 2006♥
Been really busy with work and school. Damn sianx. Anyway decided not to be bothered bout certain stuff. Bout the person who sent the internet SMS, be it her or the poser, we'll I don't really care cause it has not affected us in any way. Try harder~ Internet SMS is so lame.
I don't care who reads my blog, only my friends have the address but than again, think maybe I may have sent the update of the blog add to my "friends", some people who act nice in front of you, but actually they're so fake, and they may have given them to some unwanted guests. Anyway its my blog and I blog what I like so if u don't like it, don't read.
Back to some issues, really, some people are so fake. And when I commented on it, he said "Like that also you can tell she's fake ah? Everyone also say that lei. " So I concluded, yes, she is so fake. And also, I personally feel so sorry for her. She's so fake that most people can see it but than she doesn't realize it herself.
I remember quite sometime back, early this year or end of last year, he said that he has no feelings for her anymore, it was just it became a habit so things continued and he never really loved her and so on. Hmmm didn't really think much bout it but jus suddenly thought of it..so..
Anyway, doubt that anything that anyone tried or tries to do, will have any effect on us. Let me tell you its not gonna affect us, try as hard as you can cause anyway even if something does happen, it just means this man is not for keeps. But than again, the kind of love we have, is something you'll never know nor will will understand or feel it. Ultimate loser will still be you, cause you spend so much time and effort in doing stuff but what do you get out of it? Nothing~
Silly people sending me emails, internet sms, msn msg to send links or pictures and all, let me tell you, they don't interest me. And before you go on speaking with that smelly mouth of yours, think before you speak, unless you don't have a brain. Don't you have anything else better to say than talking bout people' parents or some guy's dick. Maybe you enjoy the big dicks and you're missing it so much, well than go sleep with that 'BIG DADDY' that you've been mentioning. I ain't know any big daddy and i don't need one. Poor girl, better learn not to sleep around.
PS: Me & him both agree that you read this blog. Whoever you are and wherever you got my blog add, please tell your friend who gave it to you, he's such a loser too. And internet SMS? I bet you have a hp too so if you dare to sms, than be bold enough to make yourself known instead of doing all these stupid things.
08.10.06
Went Balestier for Chicken Rice than we went to Geylang again to buy his cigs. Spent quite awhile there finding cause the normal spot, apparently no one was selling today. Finally found but they only had menthol. Wanted to watch movie but no time. Bought Bak Kwa. He insisted on eating it but only let him have a little of it cause he's not feeling well, not even suppose to be taking it. But he's stubborn so just let him have a little, and alot of water to go with it.
Went back to Towner to meet his friend. Ate Mac. Seriously my stomach has a problem with Boon Keng Mac. Every single time i eat there, without fail i'll get stomach ache. Haix. Than he met Hua and Chong er. Chong er brought ice-cream mooncake down. Kenny and Keong came down after that. Left bout 2am. Headed home, made him take a pill and off to bed after bathing. Hope he'll get well soon~
.:: its 8 days to our 10th month and 26days to the when we met ::.
fadiing away;
* gone @9:35 AM
Amanda
