♥ Wednesday, September 20, 2006♥
On surface, all seems fine. Everyone's happy..But are we really happy? Only the involved parties know. Everything's different, nothing's the same. He's changed, and thats a fact.
Didn't go to work today but bloody hell woke up so early. Can't get back to sleep too. Sianx. My life's a mess now. Nothing seems to be going right. When problem arises, they never fail to come all together. Maybe i don't understand him, maybe i don't undersand myself. When everything you do is actually nothing, you'd be at a lost too.
Empty? Yes. Feels like everything's gone. Nothing or anyone is around anymore. Nothing but the deadly silence. Haix, brain jammed with too many stuff.
*____`]] - dead".
20.09.o6
Went Beach Road for chicken rice than went to watch movie at Cathay. Watched [.Little Man.]
Funny show, at least it was making me smile, even if it was only for that time. Back to St george after that to meet his friends. Slacked than went over to Melvin's house to take a look at Milky. That pup is so cute. Small and so energetic. But soon it got tired and became nua. Had supper than went home. Feeling tired recently. Physically and mentally i guess. Alot has happened and its really weighing down on me.
+when can i stop pretending that everything's ok and that i am ok too? //
fadiing away;
* gone @1:29 PM
Amanda
