♥ Friday, September 15, 2006♥
Had a nice long chat with buddy last night while waiting for my sister to get out of the bathroom. Its been a long time since we last met or chat over the phone. Everyone's busy with their own lifes and their other halves, but we both agreed we do miss the days when just me, buddy, Shaun and Norman just hanged out together. But I'm happy that buddy found himself a nice gf, Liang Liang. My buddy is a happy bear now. =)
The conversation with buddy was good. Just normal updating of our stuff, and I missed my buddy's birthday, I felt so bad. He was asking how was things and all, told him bout the day I went out with Rong cause his friend was going NS the next day, his ex gf was around too. And he was surprised I did not get angry or pick a quarrel. He said I changed. Last time when he asked me stuff and all, I will try to avoid answering or will hide my feelings, but now I will let him know. I guess what he said was true, sometimes we just need to get things off us. Though we've been meeting so seldom, I'm glad buddy's still always there for me.
Next, chat with Liang Liang on the phone. Somethings don't always go our way, yes we got to protect ourselves and not allow ourselves to get pushed around or bullied, but sometimes we must learn to bend the rules a little. Both you and buddy put in so much effort to be together, don't let a little matter mark the end of things. Maybe a time out for cooling down would be good cause when you're both worked up and all, no point talking. People don't think rationally when they're pissed. We do say hurting stuff and things we don't mean. Saying sorry later may solve things but the hurt caused, cannot be undone. That's why we should always try to cool down and think before we start shooting off stupid stuff.
Lastly chat with Baobei after I finish drying my hair. Chat till he asked me to sleep cause I think he felt I was stoning. Keke..I was actually but i didn't feel like putting down the phone, wanted to hear him. He said I talk more now, I agree I'm starting to talk to him more. Trying to communicate with him to understand him better. *I miss him* cause he's in camp having guard duty..haix.
And now, Shaun Yeo, I'm currently ANNOYED by your STUPIDITY!!! I seriously Don't know what the hell you thinking going back to HER. Of all people. I mean, you told us what a bitch she was and how fucked up she was and all, than what the hell you doing with HER now?
Lets put some facts into a scenario.
Mr S and Mr J were brothers. Mr S was with Ms Bitch but they broke up. Than Ms Bitch got together with Mr J. When Ms Bitch was with Mr J she still looked for Mr S and slept with him. Than after sometime Mr J and Ms Bitch broke up. Ms Bitch and Mr S got back together. This time, Ms Bitch did what she was best at. She looked for Mr J and slept with Mr J. Never ending cycle. Finally both Mr J and Mr S decided to put a stop to everything and Ms Bitch got herself another BF but she still tried to keep going to both Mr S and Mr J. Now Mr J is happily attached and Mr S, sad to say, is back with MS BITCH!!
Can't u see what you're heading for? Is that what you want? Just tell me how many of us, ur friends and all approve of you and HER. I mean if u can tell me honestly from the bottom of your heart that this is your choice and you're truly happy, we'll not say anything and be happy for you. But when I asked, you said DON'T KNOW. Are you giving up some close friends for this girl? Is it worth it? Jo feels it won't last, so do I. Norman said gave her a chance, that's crap, after all she did, I don't think she deserves another. Dex said happy can le, Ya happy can le..but are you? *SIGH~ Enough said on msn, you decide ba. Shall not say much.
Waitng for Baobei book out now...imisshim`
fadiing away;
* gone @12:31 PM
Amanda
