♥ Thursday, September 21, 2006♥
Got wedding dinner on Saturday, and I haven't got my nails done, haven't decided what to wear and all..haix. Feeling fat too..But think gonna get my nails done tonight. Mummy's friend coming over to do our nails. =) I love manicures and pedicures~
I realize I'm always blogging 1 day behind, but than, I'm always not home before the day ends so..bobian.
21.o9.06
Went over to his house than to KFC for dinner. Went for class after that. Today suck! Bad day to start with and when I got to class, 1st person I saw? That LOOK ALIKE !! WTF sia. Another broken promise. Guess I've more or less start giving up. I mean, I can voice out my unhappiness or show I'm unhappy bout certain things but that's bout the only thing I can do. I cant stop anything. Whatever it is, its his choice. What else can I say? We've argued over it countless times, don't want to spark off another. Not gonna help in any way either.
It was not my fault but he ended up getting angry. Dunno what he's thinking. He said he's tired of explaining. Well than don't. If you're tired than how bout me? Who do you think feels more tired? Me or you?
Deleting more SMSs from my in box. I have 1300++ in it even after deleting the other time when it had 1200++. No point having them, going thru it brought back all the mixes feelings. Brought back the happy times as well as the unhappy ones. Now just let fate decide.
Met him again after class. Went back to St George to Kenny's place with Michelle, Melvin, Zhenwei and gf. Had Mac delivery. Mac from Boon Keng Mac always make me feel sick~ haix. Went back about 2plus.
~ \\ - very much dead']]
fadiing away;
* gone @12:27 PM
Amanda
