♥ Wednesday, September 13, 2006♥
Current mood: sianx.messy.confused.lost.
Loads of things have been happening the past 1-2 months, many things have changed and there are still some, in the process.
He asked why i feel that things are not the same, i have no answer for that. I can't explain why, it just feels different. It was a gradual thing, an overall thing. Not anything that he did or said in particular. Its just a feeling, i may be wrong.
You know, it'll help with a little assurance but, there wasn't any in the 1st place. I don't know if i'm the only one feeling its different or does he feel it too. Things, i would consider them kinda cold. There are times when there's this silence at times, that emptiness in the eyes, that sadness it shows. Or maybe i just think too much.
Mood swings recently. Getting kinda extreme these few days. Maybe cause school has started, which means stress level has gone up.
* i didn't search to belong, i searched to be lost.
fadiing away;
* gone @12:12 PM
Amanda
