♥ Sunday, August 13, 2006♥
Just how long more can she take it,
The girl doesn't know how much longer she can hold.
At times she get so tired,
She just wants to let everything go.
She dreams of how painless she would be somewhere else,
Away from all the harsh cruelty of this world.
A place where all was pure and beautiful,
And how she would smile all day long.
It was her heaven.
Many times she just longed to be there,
At times she wonder why she ain't there.
This girl always pray she'd never wake up,
But sadly she always does.
You promised here a thousand promises
But they were nothing but empty promises.
Just when she thought she had to be fair to you and start trusting,
You betrayed her trust again.
Was she wrong to trust again?
Only to let herself get hurt again?
She's losing faith
She's losing hope
She's losing her sanity
She's losing it all.
You told her not to give up on you,
She doesn't want to either.
But this is really difficult if disappointment is all she's gonna get.
She lost her smile years ago
She thought she was getting it back.
Now she don't think she would,
Its lost for life.
Its broken.
fadiing away;
* gone @2:28 AM
Amanda
