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♥ Tuesday, July 25, 2006♥

Its been days,

And he asks everyday 'What's wrong?'.

I mean, like he does takes notice that i'm not happy.

Everything was ok at first, he bought lunch over, watched tv together and had a short nap.

He cooked us some dinner when he woke up.

He started asking what was bothering me and i didn't feel like talking bout it initially but he insisted, so we did talk bout it eventually.

And so the topic bout HER started.

I asked and he was speechless for some time.

He had a sms earlier on, i guessed it was her.

He said he told her not to contact him cause i don't like it, but said that she did not reply him.

And than he pissed me off and so i wanted his hp.

He was reluctant to pass it to me at first and had quite a big reaction

But passed it to me still.

Text ed her a sms, in a nice way, i hope she understands simple english~

Talked bout other stuff

I should say he had been kinda tolerant and patient even with the kind of attitude i was giving him and the stuff that was coming from me. Understanding too cause he knew i had to attend class and had exams so he stayed home with me instead. Sometimes its so easy to forgive, but it ain't that easy to forget.

I didn't wanna talk bout what was bothering me but he said he would rather i said and we argue over it and it will be over rather than i ignoring him. I found that rather cute coming from him. Sometimes, i can't help smiling thinking of all the little stuff that he does but sometimes i get really pissed and tired of all the deception and all..

I guess its just a mixture of everything.

A little bit of tears

A little bit of pain

A little bit of happiness

A little bit of everything.

He said there will be no more nonsense

I hope so too..

Lets just see how things go..


He enjoys doing that. *licks*


I hope all the disappointment will come to a stop.

I await happier moments.


fadiing away;

* gone @4:58 AM