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♥ Friday, July 28, 2006♥

I give up trying

I'm tired,

Physically and mentally.

I think I'm stressing myself too much.

I keep dreaming

And each time i wake up i have a splitting headache.

Everytime i see the photos,

Its a different kind of smile, different kind of happiness, it shows in the eyes.

I don't see it. I see the emptiness, a longing for something, i don't know what.

The ring tone,

Specially set, the pictures.

Everytime I look at you, I'm reminded of everything.

The kind of ache that follows, a feeling that cannot be described.

You can keep a person physically but that's about the only thing you can do, you can't stop him from doing anything else, whats more what he's thinking.

The dreams keep repeating,

Am I being too sensitive or what?

Lord i pray,

You'll lay me down to sleep.

I need some rest.

I need some peace.

I need to sleep.

I hate the sleepless nights.

I hate dreaming.

I hate the pain & fear.

I hate the tears and heartaches.

I hate thinking.

I hate the way i feel.

I hate waking up.






__*haix``


fadiing away;

* gone @9:54 PM